Timelapse of a journey down the memory lane

I had thought my goodbyes here were said. Done with. But its not really goodbye if you are not going away. I stayed. Maybe lost a little touch.

I had thought I wont write again but here I am - revisiting or rather stumbled upon my posts and kept wondering what happened since long. A Lot has happened (not necessarily in right order.)

- I got married. Life hasnt been the same since... in a good way.
- A lot of my friends got married. Have or having kids.
- Some friends stayed away from the bandwagon.

- Some didn't stay friends. Relationships.....All I can say is "It is Complicated !!!" Its where logic doesn't work and I have no ability inherently to go past it. I have tried to control it and failed. So the only thing left to do is to let go. Letting go something that is in my nature to hold on to has been the biggest punch in my heart so far.

- I left my job with IBM - one place I had thought I will never leave. Never say Never huh !!!
- I shifted my base to a small town called Bharuch - they call it a city but really it isnt.
- I am not earning from my knowledge in computers. In fact I have nothing to do with technology now. Hate this part. The only other part that I really hate is not able to sell or rather sell something that one doesn't need in the first place...!!! My last job took me places, made me meet people and made them take decisions of huge amounts solely on my ability to show them, convince them on how it will benefit, if they bought it. Hate not able to do this anymore.
- I started liking gardening - never had space for developing a liking for it in the city earlier.
- Owning an Aquarium - big one to come soon. Guess now I am responsible for more lives than before... :)
- Modi got elected !! Not exactly what I had thought would happen. I am not the one to voice my political opinions out in the general but I didnt expect this. Its either something has changed in everyone I know or I have been blinded and deprived of seeing what they see. Everyone around me is celebrating the victory that I fail to comprehend. I guess its the same on how everyone sees God and how I do. Maybe I am different.
- Kejriwal stumbled down the rabbit hole and  is maybe wondering if it would have been better if he had taken the blue pill.

- Bought a new house. Voila !!

- Developed keen interest in photography - bought a DSLR. At the risk of sounding cliche, I dont want to be the one who has a black box in hand with a belt around the neck with trigger happy fingers shooting everything and posting it to the world. For me I only want to capture what my eyes can see and heart can feel - the moment. Just the moment and Its for me.

- Became director of a company - I can see myself retiring from. Wait - its deja-vu. I had this feeling when I joined IBM as well. Guess I cant really say for sure where my life will take me in five years but certainly every life changing event has happened in five year intervals.

- I no longer work to earn money. How much is enough?? - No clue. But I work to achieve something I didn't have. A sense of rising from below to heights one can only awe. I have yet to experience my one true achievement. 

The list goes on and I must too. But if I write again. Lets C. (reminds me of Let us C..:))