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Chapter 1
Recently, I read a post and it brought a smile to my face. The post, I am sure, is nothing to do with me nor anything I know. But, still it makes me write this post out of curiosity more than anything else.
The smile I got, had nothing to do with the quality of the post nor the thought of it. It was a smile of failure, stupidness or the sorriest attempt to gain sympathy. I dont know what.
oo... am a real looser since life has been so bad to me... I can enter and get out of lives as and when I want. Thats my right.
Some people want to fail and try their best to fail and then come out for sympathy in most obnoxious way,
"Hey, you know i am this and i am that. I am not this and I am not that, so let there be light...." (makes no sense, i know)
Responses,
"Oh please, don't do this and dont do that", "there are times like this and there are times like that..", "believe me Been there and done that", "I know the world and things will be all right"
hahahhahahahahha - this is all funny. Aint it? If you cant find humor in this, then you need to go to hell. Wait you are in hell..... guessing in hell, anyways you would be deprived of sense of humor.
Ok, i accept, that was harsh. I shouldn't have done that. I feel so terrible, I will think I should stop writing. WOW, what a wonderful idea!!! It will do wonders. It will get me all answers since stopping to write is hard and hurting. If I hurt myself, I get all answers. So that makes me happy. So, to make myself Happy, i need to hurt myself.
Wait!!
What the hell am I talking about. This doesn't make sense. Well, it doesnt, that is why i was smiling in the first place. hahahahaha
Ok, there is a fair chance, I have got it wrong. In which case, whatever i have written till now makes no sense and I am the ugliest person on earth to be thinking it in this way. I admit, I can be wrong.
But then, who is going to correct me. I am not listening. I have blocked all channels of sound waves reaching me. I have the ability to go away from everything that was so near to me. So what the hell, even if I am wrong, I am always right. You loose..... Looser!
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Chapter 2
Well, so far what i wrote, gave me a way to exhale my frustration on others being so unwise. I know, my friend will think I have lost coconuts. But well, the thought is mutual. But, since you wont write any further, I am the one people will read. (God, that makes me happy)
Things have become croocked, but then who is to blame. Whos gonna correct it. It aint gonna happen on its own.
These days, it becomes like a herculean task even to meet together. I am sure, now its not possible. I often hear questions like, should we call him, if we calling her? Should we do this and that and all those multiple choices to have an evening spent together!! Now, this is mess and mess that can be trashed.
I am sure, I will not write about this more. Cause, I neither have the time nor the inclination to make things right. People refuse to grow up. Yeah and, me the Kido!!!
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Chapter 3
Was listening to this, when I started writing the post.
"Comfortably Numb"
-- Pink floyd
Hello,
Is there anybody in there
Just nod if you can hear me
Is there anyone at home
Come on now
I hear you're feeling down
I can ease your pain
And get you on your feet again
Relax
I'll need some information first
Just the basic facts
Can you show me where it hurts
There is no pain, you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand
This is not how I am
I have become comfortably numb
O.K.
Just a little pin prick
There'll be no more aaaaaaaah!
But you may feel a little sick
Can you stand up?
I do believe it's working, good
That'll keep you going through the show
Come on it's time to go.
There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown
The dream is gone
And I have become
Comfortably numb.
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Chapter 4
When life runs out of answers.....you stop asking questions
Chapter 5
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THE END
Chapter 1
Recently, I read a post and it brought a smile to my face. The post, I am sure, is nothing to do with me nor anything I know. But, still it makes me write this post out of curiosity more than anything else.
The smile I got, had nothing to do with the quality of the post nor the thought of it. It was a smile of failure, stupidness or the sorriest attempt to gain sympathy. I dont know what.
oo... am a real looser since life has been so bad to me... I can enter and get out of lives as and when I want. Thats my right.
Some people want to fail and try their best to fail and then come out for sympathy in most obnoxious way,
"Hey, you know i am this and i am that. I am not this and I am not that, so let there be light...." (makes no sense, i know)
Responses,
"Oh please, don't do this and dont do that", "there are times like this and there are times like that..", "believe me Been there and done that", "I know the world and things will be all right"
hahahhahahahahha - this is all funny. Aint it? If you cant find humor in this, then you need to go to hell. Wait you are in hell..... guessing in hell, anyways you would be deprived of sense of humor.
Ok, i accept, that was harsh. I shouldn't have done that. I feel so terrible, I will think I should stop writing. WOW, what a wonderful idea!!! It will do wonders. It will get me all answers since stopping to write is hard and hurting. If I hurt myself, I get all answers. So that makes me happy. So, to make myself Happy, i need to hurt myself.
Wait!!
What the hell am I talking about. This doesn't make sense. Well, it doesnt, that is why i was smiling in the first place. hahahahaha
Ok, there is a fair chance, I have got it wrong. In which case, whatever i have written till now makes no sense and I am the ugliest person on earth to be thinking it in this way. I admit, I can be wrong.
But then, who is going to correct me. I am not listening. I have blocked all channels of sound waves reaching me. I have the ability to go away from everything that was so near to me. So what the hell, even if I am wrong, I am always right. You loose..... Looser!
----------
Chapter 2
Well, so far what i wrote, gave me a way to exhale my frustration on others being so unwise. I know, my friend will think I have lost coconuts. But well, the thought is mutual. But, since you wont write any further, I am the one people will read. (God, that makes me happy)
Things have become croocked, but then who is to blame. Whos gonna correct it. It aint gonna happen on its own.
These days, it becomes like a herculean task even to meet together. I am sure, now its not possible. I often hear questions like, should we call him, if we calling her? Should we do this and that and all those multiple choices to have an evening spent together!! Now, this is mess and mess that can be trashed.
I am sure, I will not write about this more. Cause, I neither have the time nor the inclination to make things right. People refuse to grow up. Yeah and, me the Kido!!!
----------
Chapter 3
Was listening to this, when I started writing the post.
"Comfortably Numb"
-- Pink floyd
Hello,
Is there anybody in there
Just nod if you can hear me
Is there anyone at home
Come on now
I hear you're feeling down
I can ease your pain
And get you on your feet again
Relax
I'll need some information first
Just the basic facts
Can you show me where it hurts
There is no pain, you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand
This is not how I am
I have become comfortably numb
O.K.
Just a little pin prick
There'll be no more aaaaaaaah!
But you may feel a little sick
Can you stand up?
I do believe it's working, good
That'll keep you going through the show
Come on it's time to go.
There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown
The dream is gone
And I have become
Comfortably numb.
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Chapter 4
When life runs out of answers.....you stop asking questions
Chapter 5
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THE END
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